Tuesday, November 25, 2008

++what is st0pping y0u?++

is it my face?
is it the way i act?
is it the way i stare?
is it the way i talk?

is it because you don't like the way i talk to you?
or is it because i don't talk to you at all?
is it because we fight over how one thinks?
or is it because we just can't accept each others thoughts?

if you really are determined,
you won't let anything stop you..
not even our misunderstandings and differences;
not even misbehavior, not even age..

don't define me as a frustration,
you just can't accept the fact that you're afraid to take the risks and accept the consequences

don't define me as "undefined","sablay" or anything like it..
it was your fault you were fooled by my "facade"

it's not my fault you fell for the wrong person; and unfortunately, that wrong person was me..
maybe you think of me as pretty, maybe i do seem nice to you..
maybe you think i am not letting you in..
but think again, doors may be closed but aren't locked, you just don't want to open it for yourself and get in

no, i'm not giving up
not on you
not even on us
i just can't tell you how i really feel because i don't think you'll believe me

i know it won't end here
i know it won't end now, or any time soon
i do trust you
and, that "end" would never happen because i won't allow it to

yes, i am putting on a challenge
i don't care if you do your "moves", just don't try cheating on me
but if it will make me the person i, and people around me would want me to be
i say let's go for it!

don't ask for my permission if you want to put on a mission
even if it takes the two of us
even though i don't know what you're talking about and all i know is i'm involved
i dare to take the risks, just promise you'll take care of me

"everything should be an equal trade"
yes, even wishes involve a trade
you wish for me to be a "girl"
if that happens, will i be able to touch a life and be happy?

will i be able to change someone?
will people change for the better?
will people treat me nicely?
an equal trade should be obtained, and besides, i can't grant YOUR wish all by myself

addiction, obsession...
some say lead to possession
and somehow may lead to depression
but those two doesn't always mean affection

anyways, after all that i have said..
my only point and message is..
do not let anything stop you
and when i say anything, i do mean ANYTHING

don't let things, differences, misunderstandings or anything stop you from doing what you really want
have the courage and take the risks
and always bear in mind that my heart will always be with you
even though i seem to be like this..

++and above all, "i'll also stay through the bad times even if i also have to fetch you everyday.. we will get by with a smile!++

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